ramblings

02/11/2024 20:10 - been a while... still studying and i found out i'm way dumber than i thought but oh well it is what it is. i'm still gonna keep trying even if i leave that exam humiliated, there's still time. not a lot. less than a month even. but there is!!!!!!! and if i have to i'll keep telling myself i need to keep pushing as long as chances aren't absolutely zero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


06/10/2024 01:16 - while peeking around band websites on wayback machine i found monitorpop who made a few sites for artists and bands (they made two sites for deftones!) and i found out about some guys called insolence and dude. HOW have i never heard about them??????? after seeing their website intro from like june 2001 i looked for the album they dropped the same year and looked for the song playing in it, and oh my god it's gotta be the catchiest nu metal track i discovered this year since kubrick by pleymo. i have GOT to listen to revolution in its entirety, it's a crime that i never saw anyone even mention this band


04/10/2024 19:41 - almost forgetting to come back here because i've been studying so much, hope i'll finally be able to get in college (idk what exactly is the english word for it) next year... my brain is slowly melting i can feel it


17/09/2024 14:24 - you guys. oh my god. last sunday i watched evanescence at rock in rio on the tv and not only was it my favorite RIR performance this year, it also made me listen to the bitter truth and GOD. such a gorgeous album such an amazing sound i'll listen to their self titled soon as well but oh my god i'm so happy to be alive right now i love everything life is worth living


06/09/2024 01:12 - remembered iframes exist and now i won't have to update every page if i change something in the sidebar!!


05/09/2024 00:52 - update #2: scratch that, i'm not changing anything here i don't write enough to need a whole separate page for it idc it's just fine as it is!!! i'll just focus on actually getting better so i can try making this look 2% cooler because i'm dying to change up this layout at least a little bit. it's definitely taking days or weeks but that's ok just trust me i'll do it eventually


04/09/2024 00:18 - update i could NOT figure it out. i wanted to make the layout look less like the default and it sucked i don't understand any javascript at all rn so maybe i'll try again in the future but for now i'll just make each post its own page. fuck it we ball


02/09/2024 23:54 - i'm trying to figure zonelets out so i can change this page up a bit, even if i don't do long posts i still wanna make it look a little more organized. idk if im keeping these older entries prob not anyways i may or may not be procrastinating changing the entire layout hmm.......


24/08/2024 13:55 - MY SHIRT IS HERE YIPPEEEEEE!!!!!! i can't wait to wear it everywhere once it isn't so cold outside anymore!! :D


09/08/2024 22:44 - finally ordered a deftones self titled shirt!!! it's my favorite album ever and i'm so so happy and i'll be checking my phone every day for updates!! it'll be my third deftones shirt, i also have a diamond eyes one and a white pony one :D hopefully one day i'll be spending this money on a concert ticket and not just shirts...


01/08/2024 00:35 - kinda getting obsessed with korea (by deftones not the country), like OBSESSED omg how did i forget about this banger i should relisten to white pony


25/07/2024 21:04 - hitting the gym again and i feel like my legs might collapse at any second..... anything to look cool in the future ig


19/07/2024 20:14 - morning view's cover art is sooo good it feels like a picture from a childhood roadtrip you dont even remember, such a nice album in every way


17/07/2024 04:27 - didn't even make this public yet and i'm already thinking about how i can improve it in the future... all the resources i found here (especially the layout generator) have been so helpful but i definitely wanna make this more unique, maybe redo the whole place from scratch? idk but at least i'm having fun rn